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Showing posts with label zazen. Show all posts
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Sunday, February 15, 2015
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Our True Nature is Awareness - Warren Lang
Warren offered this poem tonight. He said "Our true nature is awareness".... He wrote this wonderful poem:
Breathe and breathe
Again.
Observe the mind.
Never leave this seat.
And his 'explication de texte', of his own text, is helpful: Let the thoughts and feelings and other phenomena 's'evanouissent'. See the ephemerality of phenomena. This is liberation.
See how the process of 'identifying with suffering' only increases suffering or said differently, it keeps the suffering in the perceived domain of 'permanence', more ego-delusion.
Identifying with suffering engenders actions that often increase suffering. No thought or condition is permanent.
Our true seat is the seat of awareness; our true home is the awareness that we always have available.
....
from Verse 1 of Hakuin's Chant in Praise of Zazen: :
From the beginning all beings are buddha
Like water and ice, without water, no ice.
Outside us, no Buddhas.
How near the truth, yet how far we seek.
Like one in water crying 'I thirst',
Like a child of rich birth, wandering poor on this earth,
We endlessly circle the six worlds.
The cause of our sorrow is ego delusion.
From dark path to dark path, we've wandered in darkness.
How can we be free from this wheel of samsara?
from Verse 2 of Hakuin's Chant in Praise of Zazen:
The gateway to freedom is zazen samadhi,
Beyond exultation, beyond all our praises,
the Pure Mahayana.
Observing the precepts, repentance and giving,
the countless good deeds and the way of right living
all come from zazen.
Thus one true samadhi extinguishes evil,
It purifies karma, dissolving obstructions.
Then where are the dark paths to lead us astray?
The pure lotus land is not far away.
Hearing this truth, heart humble and grateful,
To praise and embrace it, to practice its wisdom,
Brings unending blessings, brings mountains of merit.
from Verse 3 of Hakuin's Chant in Praise of Zazen:
But if we turn inward and prove our true nature
That True self is No self,
Our own self is no self,
We go beyond ego and past clever words.
The gate to the oneness of cause and effect is thrown open,
Not two and not three, straight ahead runs the Way.
Our form now being no form,
In coming and going, we never leave home.
Our thought now being no thought,
Our dancing and songs are the voice of the dharma
Breathe and breathe
Again.
Observe the mind.
Never leave this seat.
And his 'explication de texte', of his own text, is helpful: Let the thoughts and feelings and other phenomena 's'evanouissent'. See the ephemerality of phenomena. This is liberation.
See how the process of 'identifying with suffering' only increases suffering or said differently, it keeps the suffering in the perceived domain of 'permanence', more ego-delusion.
Identifying with suffering engenders actions that often increase suffering. No thought or condition is permanent.
Our true seat is the seat of awareness; our true home is the awareness that we always have available.
....
from Verse 1 of Hakuin's Chant in Praise of Zazen: :
From the beginning all beings are buddha
Like water and ice, without water, no ice.
Outside us, no Buddhas.
How near the truth, yet how far we seek.
Like one in water crying 'I thirst',
Like a child of rich birth, wandering poor on this earth,
We endlessly circle the six worlds.
The cause of our sorrow is ego delusion.
From dark path to dark path, we've wandered in darkness.
How can we be free from this wheel of samsara?
from Verse 2 of Hakuin's Chant in Praise of Zazen:
The gateway to freedom is zazen samadhi,
Beyond exultation, beyond all our praises,
the Pure Mahayana.
Observing the precepts, repentance and giving,
the countless good deeds and the way of right living
all come from zazen.
Thus one true samadhi extinguishes evil,
It purifies karma, dissolving obstructions.
Then where are the dark paths to lead us astray?
The pure lotus land is not far away.
Hearing this truth, heart humble and grateful,
To praise and embrace it, to practice its wisdom,
Brings unending blessings, brings mountains of merit.
from Verse 3 of Hakuin's Chant in Praise of Zazen:
But if we turn inward and prove our true nature
That True self is No self,
Our own self is no self,
We go beyond ego and past clever words.
The gate to the oneness of cause and effect is thrown open,
Not two and not three, straight ahead runs the Way.
Our form now being no form,
In coming and going, we never leave home.
Our thought now being no thought,
Our dancing and songs are the voice of the dharma
A discussion too about being a grumbler, a natural tendency to attempt to problem solve, to not relinquish control; the ego desperately wants to maintain control of situations. Desperately wants the world to be a 'certain way'. But each moment offers a new beginning, a new reality...not one whose conditions will ever be what we can imagine. "Rest your frontal lobe.''
The grumbler will benefit from 'the mindfulness practice' ...that awareness that is always present. A samadhi can be sourced through Zazen samadhi but also dishwashing samadhi, driving samadhi, etc.
Warren ended with a prayerful meditation from Glimpse After Glimpse, April 17:
The grumbler will benefit from 'the mindfulness practice' ...that awareness that is always present. A samadhi can be sourced through Zazen samadhi but also dishwashing samadhi, driving samadhi, etc.
Warren ended with a prayerful meditation from Glimpse After Glimpse, April 17:
Rest in natural great peace.
This exhausted mind
Beaten helpless by karma and neurotic thought,
Like the relentless fury of the pounding waves
In the infinite ocean of samsara.
This exhausted mind
Beaten helpless by karma and neurotic thought,
Like the relentless fury of the pounding waves
In the infinite ocean of samsara.
Rest in natural great peace.
NYOSHUL KHEN RINPOCHE
Warren offered how the breath connects inside with outside...two dimensions of the same abiding moment. One without the other is not possible.
Warren offered how the breath connects inside with outside...two dimensions of the same abiding moment. One without the other is not possible.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
The Point of Zazen
The Point of Zazen
realization is effort
without desire
clear water all the way to the bottom
a fish swims like a fish
vast sky transparent throughout
a bird flies like a bird
--Dogen
realization is effort
without desire
clear water all the way to the bottom
a fish swims like a fish
vast sky transparent throughout
a bird flies like a bird
--Dogen
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
The Dharma Gate of Joy and Ease
from the Dharma Gate of Joy and Ease by Enkyo Roshi
Reply by Heedful. Absorbed in Jhana. An Abundance of Ease. on February 13, 2011, 6:07 am
Hello David
Your analogy of the forcefulness of some thoughts is a good one. Some thoughts have little power in the mind and others seem to take over the mind. Here are a few approaches which I have found to be helpful for all kinds of thought (drawn from the Anapanasati Sutta):
1. Whatever thought comes up which is a distaction from the concentration - be observant of it and then bring the attention back to the breath sensations in the body wherever you can comfortably stay with them - this may be thoughout the body or in a specific are such as the head, abdomen, base of the throat, hands etc. By repeated reapplication of ones attention to the in and out breath sensations some kinds of thought subside This is a fairly standard approach to breath meditation. By breath sensations I dont just mean the air coming in and out the lungs but any sense of energy, movement, sensation in the body - hence one can have a sense of the breath coming in and out of the hands or the entire body.
2. Whenever a distracting thought comes direct ones attention to breathing in an energising, refreshing breath or a calming relaxing breath. This advice here is of basicaly two kinds because it depends on the state and the body and mind at the time. When there is agitation then a calming breathing is good. When there is dullness then an energising breath is good. In order to do this effectively ones needs to be both observant and truthful about what is actually happening and to keep tabs on what the effects of how one is breathing is having on the body and mind.
3. When a distarcting thoughts arises then try to gauge the state of ones mind. Distracted outwardly, agitated, bored, indifferent, dull etc. One can then reflect on a theme that either calms or energises to bring the mind into balance. For instance one can reflect on the qualities of the Buddha, Dhamma, Sangha, or on the benefits of generosity, or any other inspiring theme until the mind becomes more steady.
4. When a distracting thought arises then see those thoughts as inconstant, stressful, not ones self. Basically the strategy here is to encourage the perception of being distant from those thoughts, that they dont belong to you, and are simply a process which is arising and which comes and goes. See the thoughts as fabrication - they arise based on a past and/or present cause. One can apply any of the three different kinds of perception inconstancy, stressfulness or not-self (not me, not mine, not my self).
These four approaches overlap as thier focus centres around the breath in its different aspects in regard to mind and body. The breath is always the main theme for ones mindfulness.
Undesirable thoughts dont just arise when sitting in meditation of course and one can just as usefully apply these strategies at other times too.
Best wishes.
You may also find the Buddha's teaching on the 'The Relaxation of Thoughts' to be useful:
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/mn/mn.020.than.html
Reply by Heedful. Absorbed in Jhana. An Abundance of Ease. on February 13, 2011, 6:07 am
Hello David
Your analogy of the forcefulness of some thoughts is a good one. Some thoughts have little power in the mind and others seem to take over the mind. Here are a few approaches which I have found to be helpful for all kinds of thought (drawn from the Anapanasati Sutta):
1. Whatever thought comes up which is a distaction from the concentration - be observant of it and then bring the attention back to the breath sensations in the body wherever you can comfortably stay with them - this may be thoughout the body or in a specific are such as the head, abdomen, base of the throat, hands etc. By repeated reapplication of ones attention to the in and out breath sensations some kinds of thought subside This is a fairly standard approach to breath meditation. By breath sensations I dont just mean the air coming in and out the lungs but any sense of energy, movement, sensation in the body - hence one can have a sense of the breath coming in and out of the hands or the entire body.
2. Whenever a distracting thought comes direct ones attention to breathing in an energising, refreshing breath or a calming relaxing breath. This advice here is of basicaly two kinds because it depends on the state and the body and mind at the time. When there is agitation then a calming breathing is good. When there is dullness then an energising breath is good. In order to do this effectively ones needs to be both observant and truthful about what is actually happening and to keep tabs on what the effects of how one is breathing is having on the body and mind.
3. When a distarcting thoughts arises then try to gauge the state of ones mind. Distracted outwardly, agitated, bored, indifferent, dull etc. One can then reflect on a theme that either calms or energises to bring the mind into balance. For instance one can reflect on the qualities of the Buddha, Dhamma, Sangha, or on the benefits of generosity, or any other inspiring theme until the mind becomes more steady.
4. When a distracting thought arises then see those thoughts as inconstant, stressful, not ones self. Basically the strategy here is to encourage the perception of being distant from those thoughts, that they dont belong to you, and are simply a process which is arising and which comes and goes. See the thoughts as fabrication - they arise based on a past and/or present cause. One can apply any of the three different kinds of perception inconstancy, stressfulness or not-self (not me, not mine, not my self).
These four approaches overlap as thier focus centres around the breath in its different aspects in regard to mind and body. The breath is always the main theme for ones mindfulness.
Undesirable thoughts dont just arise when sitting in meditation of course and one can just as usefully apply these strategies at other times too.
Best wishes.
You may also find the Buddha's teaching on the 'The Relaxation of Thoughts' to be useful:
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/mn/mn.020.than.html
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Hakuin Zenji also known as Hakuin Ekaku (1686 1769)
Hakuin Zenji also known as Hakuin Ekaku (1686 1769)
Author of 'What is the sound of one hand clapping?'
Also extolled the virtues / benefits of zazen meditation.
This link explores aspects of his life and work.
This link explores aspects of his life and work.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Competing With The Incomparable
Competing With The Incomparable
Q and A with Michael Wenger
By Michael Wenger
When comparing yourself with others, do you usually find that you compare favorably or unfavorably? If you compare favorably, do you feel proud? If you compare unfavorably, do you feel devastated? Either of these reactions will keep you from seeing things as they are. If you are feeling competitive, the real question is, Who is it who compares? Don’t repress this feeling or tell yourself how bad it is, but study it as a foolish trait for which you have some affection.
Master Dogen, the thirteenth-century founder of Soto Zen in Japan, was asked by a student, “What should you do if you find yourself in an argument? Should you try to win the argument or should you concede, even though you feel you’re right?” Dogen advised neither path. Become disinterested, he told the student, and the argument will lose its energy. The same advice can be applied to feelings of competitiveness in practice: Let go of your attachment to appearances of one who wins or has “got it right.”
Practice just with what is happening in this moment, with your thoughts and sensations, your discomfort or your wandering mind - in other words, with whoever you are, right here, right now. This is the real work. Are you making your best effort?
The practice of the Five Perfections can help us realize this idea.
1. The perfect time to practice is right now - not tomorrow or next week or when you’re less busy, but right now. Nothing is lacking now: the dharma gate is wide open. All the “if-onlys” in the world are just excuses that keep you from meeting this moment.
2. The perfect place to practice is right where you are - not in an ashram in India, or in a monastery in Japan, or in a different meditation center in your town. You can always compare. Instead, practice right here, in earnest!
3. The perfect teaching is the one before you. Richard Baker Roshi once told of a dream he had: He was trying to find the answer to a question, and the telephone rang. He ignored the phone and focused instead on the question. On the thirtieth ring he picked up the phone, and the answer came to him through the receiver. What he had labeled a distraction was really the point.
4. The perfect teacher is whoever is in front of you. It’s a real relationship, not an objective measure of who is the best. You may learn more from a teacher who has faults and who practices with them.
5. The perfect student is you. You have within you all the ingredients you need to practice. You are in charge, and once you realize this, you will seek - and find - all the help you need. This is the most important of the Five Perfections.
Sometimes, though, comparing yourself with others can actually be helpful. There comes a point in practice when you have changed the things that are easy to change within yourself, but the more fundamental changes remain. When you feel that you have hit a wall in your practice and don’t notice any obvious progress, you can find encouragement in the growth you observe in your fellow practitioners, and realize you may also be growing subtly.
Again, “Who is it who compares?” The more you can come to see everyone as yourself, the more you will be able to use everything around you to learn about who you are, and the more you will be able to transform yourself and be an occasion for everyone else’s transformation. We are all sentient beings, and we are all capable of experiencing one another’s salvation. If you are only involved in protecting your small self, you are in constant peril!
The Point of Zazen
realization is effort
without desire
clear water all the way to the bottom
a fish swims like a fish
vast sky transparent throughout
a bird flies like a bird
without desire
clear water all the way to the bottom
a fish swims like a fish
vast sky transparent throughout
a bird flies like a bird
- Dogen
Michael Wenger has practiced at San Francisco Zen Center for thirty-two years and still enjoys being on the cushion. He is currently in charge of development and dharma group support.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
How to Change Your Mind
How to Change Your Mind
Basic Buddhist meditation practices can transform the way you think and the way you view the world. On June 4, Tricycle will sponsor the twelfth annual Change Your Mind Day, an afternoon of free meditation instruction in parks throughout the world. In celebration, five teachers offer introductory methods for changing your mind - and your life.
Leave yourself alone!
Imagine sitting down in front of a mirror. Your face automatically appears. There is no effort required; the mirror is doing all the work. You can’t do it right or wrong. The Zen Buddhist practice of “just sitting” is like that. When we sit, our mind automatically begins to display itself to us. Our practice is to observe and experience what appears moment after moment. Of course, just as when we look in a real mirror, things don’t stay that simple for long.
We notice how our faces or our bodies look in the mirror, and we immediately have an emotional reaction and form judgments about what we see. Rainer Maria Rilke wrote that Paul Cezanne was capable of painting a self-portrait with utter objectivity, of looking at his own face with no more reaction than “a dog which sees itself in a mirror and thinks, 'Here is another dog.’” For the rest of us, it’s not so easy to simply observe who we are. Looking in the mirror, we are tempted to use it as a makeup mirror to touch up the parts of our self-image we don’t like.
Our minds are never what we want them to be. That’s part of why we sit in the first place. We are uncomfortable with ourselves as we are. The greatest dualism we face is the split between who we are and who we think we ought to be. Sometimes that gap fuels our aspiration to follow Buddhist teachings, sometimes it simply fuels our self-hatred, and all too often we confuse these two notions of self entirely.
Just sitting means sitting still with all of the aspects of ourselves that we came to Buddhist practice in order to avoid or change - our restlessness, our anxiety, our fear, our anger, our wandering minds. Our practice is to just watch, to just feel. We watch our minds. Minds think. There’s no problem with that; minds just do what they do. Ordinarily we get caught up in the content of our thoughts, but when we just sit, we observe ourselves just thinking. Our body’s most basic activity is breathing: No matter what else is going on, we are breathing. We sit and breathe, and we feel the sensation of our breath in our bodies. Often there is tension or even pain somewhere in our bodies as well. We sit and feel that too and keep breathing. Whatever thoughts come, come. Whatever feelings come, come.
We are not sitting there to fight off our thoughts or try to make ourselves stop thinking.
When we sit, we realize how unwilling we are to leave anything about ourselves alone. We turn our lives into one endless self-improvement project. All too often what we call meditation or spirituality is simply incorporated into our obsession with self-criticism and self-improvement. I’ve encountered many students who have attempted to use meditation to perform a spiritual lobotomy on themselves - trying to excise, once and for all, their anger, their fear, their sexuality. We have to sit with our resistance to feeling whole, to feeling all those painful and messy parts of ourselves.
Just sitting means just that. That “just” endlessly goes against the grain of our need to fix, transform, and improve ourselves. The paradox of our practice is that the most effective way of transformation is to leave ourselves alone. The more we let everything be just what it is, the more we relax into an open, attentive awareness of one moment after another. Just sitting leaves everything just as it is.
May We All Be Happy...
Metta meditation instruction from author and teacher Gil Fronsdal
May all beings be happy.
May they live in safety and joy.
All living beings,
Whether weak or strong,
Tall, stout, average, or short,
Seen or unseen, near or distant,
Born or to be born,
May they all be happy.
- From the Metta Sutta, Sutta Nipata I.8
Metta, or lovingkindness, is one of the most important Buddhist practices. Simply stated, metta is the heartfelt wish for the well-being of oneself and others. When describing metta, the Buddha used the analogy of the care a mother gives her only child. Lovingkindness is also understood as the innate friendliness of an open heart. Its close connection to friendship is reflected in its similarity to the Pali word for friend, mitta. However, metta is more than conventional friendship, for it includes being openhearted even toward one’s enemies, developed from insight into our shared humanity.
Metta practice is the cultivation of our capacity for lovingkindness. It does not involve either positive thinking or the imposition of an artificial positive attitude. There is no need to feel loving or kind during metta practice. Rather, we meditate on our good intentions, however weak or strong they may be, and water the seeds of these intentions. When we water wholesome intentions instead of expressing unwholesome ones, we develop those wholesome tendencies within us. If these seeds are never watered, they won’t grow. When watered by regular practice, they grow, sometimes in unexpected fashions. We may find that lovingkindness becomes the operating motivation in a situation that previously triggered anger or fear.
To practice lovingkindness meditation, sit in a comfortable and relaxed manner. Take two or three deep breaths with slow, long, and complete exhalations. Let go of any concerns or preoccupations. For a few minutes, feel or imagine the breath moving through the center of your chest in the area of your heart.
Metta is first practiced toward oneself, since we often have difficulty loving others without first loving ourselves. Sitting quietly, mentally repeat, slowly and steadily, the following or similar phrases: May I be happy. May I be well. May I be safe. May I be peaceful and at ease.
While you say these phrases, allow yourself to sink into the intentions they express. Lovingkindness meditation consists primarily of connecting to the intention of wishing ourselves or others happiness. However, if feelings of warmth, friendliness, or love arise in the body or mind, connect to them, allowing them to grow as you repeat the phrases. As an aid to the meditation, you might hold an image of yourself in your mind’s eye. This helps reinforce the intentions expressed in the phrases.
After a period of directing lovingkindness toward yourself, bring to mind a friend or someone in your life who has deeply cared for you. Then slowly repeat phrases of lovingkindness toward them: May you be happy. May you be well. May you be safe. May you be peaceful and at ease.
As you say these phrases, again sink into their intention or heartfelt meaning. And again, if any feelings of lovingkindness arise, connect the feelings with the phrases so that the feelings may become stronger as you repeat the words.
As you continue the meditation, you can bring to mind other friends, neighbors, acquaintances, strangers, animals, and finally people with whom you have difficulty. You can either use the same phrases, repeating them again and again, or make up phrases that better represent the lovingkindness you feel toward these beings.
Sometimes during lovingkindness meditation, seemingly opposite feelings such as anger, grief, or sadness may arise. Take these to be signs that your heart is softening, revealing what is held there. You can either shift to mindfulness practice or you can - with whatever patience, acceptance, and kindness you can muster for such feelings - direct lovingkindness toward them. Above all, remember that there is no need to judge yourself for having these feelings.
As you become familiar with lovingkindness practice during meditation, you can also begin to use it in your daily life. While in your car, or at work, or in public, privately practice metta toward those around you. There can be a great delight in establishing a heartfelt connection to everyone we encounter, friends and strangers alike.
Wisdom Arising
Vipassana, or Insight meditation, is a way of training the mind to see things in a very special way as they happen. Seeing without using eyes is a special way of seeing. We train the mind to use our innate wisdom without using words, concepts, logic, or interpretation. In this training, concentration and mindfulness are united. Then wisdom arises and disintegrates what appears to be integrated. Our wisdom eye registers the constant flux of events that is taking place in every moment in our lives. Although this unbroken flux of events is what life is, one cannot be fully aware of this truth without paying attention to what is happening to one’s mind and body every waking moment. With developed insight, our mind can be fully aware of the evolving, processing, and dissolving of everything that happens to us.
So we train the mind to see things as they happen, neither before nor after. And we don’t cling to the past, the future, or even to the present. We participate in what is happening and at the same time observe it without clinging to the events of the past, the future, or the present. We experience our ego or self arising, dissolving, and evaporating without leaving a trace of it. We see how our greed, anger, and ignorance vanish as we see the reality in life. Mindfully we watch the body, feelings, sensations, perceptions, and consciousness and experience their dynamic nature.
Watching impartially opens the mind to realize that there is no way that we can stop this flux even for a fraction of a second. We experience the freshness of life. Every moment is a new moment. Every breath is a fresh breath. Every tiny little thing is living and dying every fraction of a second. There is no way that we can see these momentary existences with our eyes. Only when the mind is sharp and clear, without the clouds of craving, hatred, and confusion can our mind be fully aware of this phenomenon. When we don’t try to cling to these experiences, we experience great joy, happiness, and peace. The moment we try to cling to any part of our experience - however pleasant or peaceful - joy, peace, and happiness disappear. The very purpose of Vipassana meditation is to liberate the mind from psychic irritation and enjoy the peace and happiness of liberation. Nevertheless, if we cling to peace or happiness, that instant that very peace and happiness vanish. This is a very delicate balance that we should maintain through the wisdom that arises from Vipassana meditation.
Body as Path: The Buddha’s instructions on the practice of mindfulness meditation
I have heard that on one occasion the Blessed One was staying in the Kuru country. Now there is a town of the Kurus called Kammasadhamma. There the Blessed One addressed the monks, “Monks.”
“Lord,” the monks replied.
The Blessed One said this: “This is the direct path for the purification of beings, for the overcoming of sorrow and lamentation, for the disappearance of pain and distress, for the attainment of the right method, and for the realization of nirvana....
“There is the case where a monk remains focused on the body in, and of itself - ardent, alert, and mindful - putting aside greed and distress with reference to the world. He remains focused on feelings...mind...mental qualities in and of themselves - ardent, alert, and mindful - putting aside greed and distress with reference to the world.
“And how does a monk remain focused on the body in and of itself?
“There is the case where a monk - having gone to the wilderness, to the shade of a tree, or to an empty building - sits down, folding his legs crosswise, holding his body erect and setting mindfulness to the fore. Always mindful, he breathes in; mindful, he breathes out.
“Breathing in long, he discerns that he is breathing in long; or breathing out long, he discerns that he is breathing out long. Or breathing in short, he discerns that he is breathing in short; or breathing out short, he discerns that he is breathing out short. He trains himself to breathe in sensitive to the entire body and to breathe out sensitive to the entire body. He trains himself to breathe in calming bodily fabrication and to breathe out calming bodily fabrication. Just as a skilled gymnast or his apprentice, when making a long turn, discerns that he is making a long turn, or when making a short turn discerns that he is making a short turn; in the same way the monk, when breathing in long, discerns that he is breathing in long; or breathing out short, he discerns that he is breathing out short... He trains himself to breathe in calming bodily fabrication, and to breathe out calming bodily fabrication.
“In this way he remains focused internally on the body in and of itself, or externally on the body in and of itself, or both internally and externally on the body in and of itself. Or he remains focused on the phenomenon of origination with regard to the body, on the phenomenon of passing away with regard to the body, or on the phenomenon of origination and passing away with regard to the body. Or his mindfulness that 'There is a body’ is maintained to the extent of knowledge and remembrance. And he remains independent, unsustained by {not clinging to] anything in the world. This is how a monk remains focused on the body in and of itself.”
From the Satipatthana Sutta, translated by Thanissaro Bhikkhu
Awakening, Step by Step
Insight Meditation teacher Peter Doobinin introduces walking meditation.
Walking meditation is a practice through which we develop concentration and mindfulness. We learn to cultivate mindfulness of the body while the body is moving. We learn to be awake. Walking meditation is a particularly important practice in that it enables us to make the transition from sitting meditation to being awake in our daily lives, in our work, and in our relationships. In the end, that’s what it’s all about.
Walking meditation is a simple practice. You choose a straight path - indoors or outdoors - roughly fifteen or twenty steps long. You walk from one end of the path to the other, turn around, and walk back. You continue in this fashion, walking back and forth, focusing your attention on your feet. Your posture is upright, alert, and relaxed. You can hold your hands at your sides, or clasped in front or behind. Keep your eyes open, cast down, and slightly ahead. You can experiment with your pace, perhaps walking quite slowly or at a more regular speed, in an effort to find the pace at which you’re most present. As you walk, direct your attention to the sensations in the feet, to the bare experience of walking. Try to feel one step at time. Be fully, wholeheartedly aware of the physical sensations involved in taking each step. Feel your foot as it lifts, moves through the air, places down against the ground. In particular, pay attention to the touching down of the foot, the sensations of contact, and pressure. Remember that you’re feeling each step, you’re not thinking about the foot, or visualizing it.
You’ll find, of course, that it isn’t always easy to stay focused on the meditation object, the sensations in the feet. The mind wanders, drifts. Your job is to notice when you’ve strayed, when you’re lost in thought. Be aware that you’ve wandered. And return gently to the physical sensations, the lifting, moving, placing of the foot. Just keep bringing your attention back.
As you walk, cultivate a sense of ease. There’s no hurry to get anywhere, no destination to reach. You’re just walking. This is a good instruction: just walk.
As you walk, as you let go of the desire to get somewhere, you begin to sense the joy in simply walking, in being in the present moment. You begin to comprehend the preciousness of each step. It’s an extraordinarily precious experience to walk on this earth.
You can start by practicing walking meditation for ten minutes a day. Gradually, you can expand the amount of time you spend on this formal walking meditation.
In addition to this kind of formal practice, you’ll want to practice walking meditation in “real life” situations. You can practice “informally” just about anywhere, walking along a city sidewalk, down the aisle in the supermarket, or across the backyard. As always, the objective is to pay attention. Pay attention to your feet. Or pay attention to your whole body - the felt experience of your body as it’s moving. In this informal context, you’re aware, to some extent, of what’s going on around you, but your focus is on your walking. Practicing in this way, you begin to live more mindfully. This is when meditation practice takes hold and assumes a new relevancy. Being awake is no longer reserved for the times you spend in formal sitting meditation; it is the way you live.
Hot and Heavy, Cool and Light
Naropa University’s Judith Simmer-Brown on the Tibetan Buddhist practice of tonglen
Tonglen, literally “giving and taking,” is a Tibetan practice for cultivating compassion, the Mahayana path of the bodhisattva. The great master Atisha brought Tibetans this practice from India in the eleventh century. Tonglen reverses the pattern of self-cherishing that is the knot of our personal suffering. Using breathing as the basis, tonglen opens our hearts to those things we would rather avoid and encourages us to share what we would rather keep for ourselves. The practice shows that there are no real boundaries between living beings - we are all interdependent.
We begin tonglen by taking our seats in meditation with good posture, very simply and naturally. We ask, why would we want to do this practice? Fundamentally it is vast and choiceless. We recognize that the purpose of our human life is huge, to grow larger hearts and open minds, and we celebrate that we can do this in this moment. We are ready for transformation. Glimpsing this motivation begins the practice.
Then we become aware of our breathing, in and out, and establish the flow of the practice. On the in-breath, we breathe in thinking, “heavy, thick, hot,” and on the out-breath, we breathe out thinking, “light, bright, cool.” At first it seems only like words, but it is good to develop a literal sense of this. My teacher, Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, suggested that we think of ourselves as air conditioners. We breathe in the stale, smoky, fetid air of the room around us, and we breathe out fresh, clean, cool air. We gradually purify the room. When we breathe, we are breathing with every pore of our bodies, in with “heavy, thick, hot,” and out with “light, bright, cool.” Do this for roughly one-third of the twenty-minute session, or until the texture is established.
Next, we breathe with a continuing sense of the texture we have established. But now we open our thoughts and emotions to all of our personal material. It is good to start with those who spontaneously arouse our compassion. Is there someone we know who is sick or in emotional turmoil? We begin with that person’s face before us and breathe in their heavy, thick, and hot suffering, sharing with them our own light, bright, and cool energy. Be quite tangible with the texture. Whatever suffering we see in them, we breathe it in; whatever sanity and kindness we see in ourselves, we breathe it out to them. When we are ready, extend beyond our loved ones to more difficult people. Are there people we see as threatening or as problematic in our lives? We allow their faces to come to us and then breathe in their suffering and extend to them our sanity and kindness. We are practicing embracing what we would normally avoid, and sharing what we would normally hoard. Do this part of the practice for seven to ten minutes.
We conclude the practice by extending it out beyond our familiar world. One way to do this is to move geographically. We begin in our immediate neighborhood, with the family next door with the two babies, to the college student on the other side who takes terrible care of her lawn, to the elderly woman across the street who recently lost her husband. We move to those people we encounter on our daily routines - our coworkers and our boss; the grocery checker and stock boy; the employees at the cleaners, the gas station, and the video store. Then we extend through our community, to the hospital, the shelter, the jail, the nursing home, including everyone suffering there. And we extend to our state, region, country, and world, our minds going to the painful situations there that are described in the newspaper - the wars, famines, epidemics. We also include the CEOs, the political leaders, and the people of privilege. We extend this practice until the twenty-minute session is over. Then we conclude with a simple session of meditation again.
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Chick Lindsay
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