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- Just Sitting, Going Nowhere - Lewis Richmond
Sunday, January 30, 2022
Friday, April 23, 2021
The Weight Of Our Living: On Hope, Fire Escapes, And Visible Desperation - The Rumpus.net
The limits of my language mean the limits of my world, says Wittgenstein. And if we continue to censor our most vital dialogues, our world can only grow smaller. And here, the poem does not necessitate admittance to anyone’s dinner table. It speaks to whomever chooses to listen, whomever needs it. But mostly, it avoids the easy answers, the limited and stunted, convenient closures. And maybe all a poem can really do is remind us that we are not alone—in our feelings. And maybe that’s nothing. And maybe that’s more than enough. Still, there’s no way of knowing if an engagement with poetry would have saved my uncle’s life.
Perhaps. And perhaps not. But I wish I could’ve found a way to share it with him more often, to have the courage to communicate on that urgent and open bandwidth. That we could have trusted each other with our frailties knowing that, as humans, we are, at our best, partially broken. I was never able to explain to him what I really do—with poems and words. My family calls me a scholar because scholars are revered in Vietnam. Having lost so much, they wanted, desperately, for something to be proud of. How can I tell them that I spend hours, months, writing poems very few people will read—and with barely any money to show for it? I hesitate to elucidate on my writing, fearing I will taint any esteemed image they have of me in the process. Other families sacrifice everything for lawyers! my uncle would say at family gatherings, a Heineken in his hand and his face flushed with delight. But we, we did it for a scholar. We might be poor but we’ll live forever in books!
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There is another world
but it is inside this one.—Eluard
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I speak of poetry only because it is the medium that I am most intimate with. But what I mean to say is that all art, if willing, can create the space for our most necessary communications. The character in the novel, the brush strokes in the painting, its tactile urgency, the statue of the Madonna made from birdseed, partly devoured and narrowed into a yellowed sliver in the rain. I want to believe there are things we can say without language. And I think this is the space the fire escape occupies, a space unbounded by genre or the physical limitations of the artist’s tools. A space of pure potential, of possibility, where our desires, our strange and myriad ecstasies can, however brief, remain amorphous and resist the decay actualized by the rational world.
And yet, in a time where the mainstream seems to continually question the power and validity of art, and especially of poetry, its need, its purpose, in a generation obsessed with appearances, of status updates and smiling selfies bathed (corrected?) in the golden light of filters, in which it has become more and more difficult for us to say aloud, to one another: I am hurt. I am scared. What happens now?, the poem, like the fire escape, as feeble and thin as it is, has become my most concentrated architecture of resistance. A place where I can be as honest as I need to—because the fire has already begun in my home, swallowing my most valuable possessions—and even my loved ones. My uncle is gone. I will never know exactly why.
But I still have my body and with it these words, hammered into a structure just wide enough to hold the weight of my living. I want to use it to talk about my obsessions and fears, my odd and idiosyncratic joys. I want to leave the party through the window and find my uncle standing on a piece of iron shaped into visible desperation, which must also be (how can it not?) the beginning of visible hope. I want to stay there until the building burns down. I want to love more than death can harm. And I want to tell you this often: That despite being so human and so terrified, here, standing on this unfinished staircase to nowhere and everywhere, surrounded by the cold and starless night—we can live. And we will.
Wednesday, December 16, 2020
Hafiz on poetry
The Great religions are the ships, Poets the life boats.
Every sane person I know has jumped overboard.
That is good for business,
Isn't it
Hafiz?
Saturday, May 31, 2014
In the Forest of Faded Wisdom
In the Forest of Faded Wisdom
104 Poems by Gendun Chopel
Gendun Chopel, Edited and Translated by Donald S. Lopez Jr.
Traversing the boundary of a land surrounded by the pit
of dark seas,
Pulling the thread of my life—precious and cherished—
across a sword’s
sharp blade,
Consuming long years and months of hardship, I have
somehow finished
this book.
With mandates from on high or mandalas of gold,
I have taken on the burden of hardship alone and written
this,
Concerned that the treasury of knowledge will be lost.
In the burning flame of those bloodthirsty for power,
Accustomed to the habit of gathering what I have learned,
My mind is attached to reasonable talk.
learning,
Then the fruit of my labor will have been achieved.
For the smiles of stupid and the approval of the rich,
I have never yearned even in my dreams.
finished,
When this collection of bones—its thread of hope for
gain and honor
snapped—is scattered,
Then may the forms of these letters, a pile of much
learning amassed
through hardship,
Reveal the path of vast benefit in the presence of my
unseen friends.
Monday, January 27, 2014
Thursday, July 18, 2013
from blog titled Hun's Wanderings and Wonderings
“The Word” by Tony Hoagland
Down near the bottom
of the crossed-out list
of things you have to do today,
between “green thread”
and “broccoli,” you find
that you have penciled “sunlight.”
Resting on the page, the word
is beautiful. It touches you
as if you had a friend
and sunlight were a present
he had sent from someplace distant
as this morning—to cheer you up,
and to remind you that,
among your duties, pleasure
is a thing
that also needs accomplishing.
Do you remember?
that time and light are kinds
of love, and love
is no less practical
than a coffee grinder
or a safe spare tire?
Tomorrow you may be utterly
without a clue,
but today you get a telegram
from the heart in exile,
proclaiming that the kingdom
still exists,
the king and queen alive,
still speaking to their children,
—to any one among them
who can find the time
to sit out in the sun and listen.
--with thanks to Hun's Wanderings and Wonderings ( a blog - http://hunwanderings08.blogspot.com)
Below is a rewriting to help with memorization. --CS Lindsay
Down near the bottom of the crossed-out list of things
You have to do today,
Between “green thread” and “broccoli,”
You find that you have penciled “sunlight.”
Resting on the page, the word is beautiful.
It touches you as if you had a friend
And sunlight were a present he had sent
from someplace distant as this morning—to cheer you up,
And to remind you that, among your duties,
Pleasure is a thing that also needs accomplishing.
Do you remember? That time and light are kinds of love,
And love is no less practical than a coffee grinder or a safe spare tire?
Tomorrow you may be utterly
without a clue, but today you get a telegram
From the heart in exile, proclaiming that the kingdom
Still exists, the king and queen alive, still speaking to their children,
—to any one among them who can find the time
To sit out in the sun and listen.
Monday, May 27, 2013
In the World
Meditation is not just a rest or retreat from the turmoil of the stream or the impurity of the world. It is a way of being the stream, so that one can be at home in both the white water and the eddies. Meditation may take one out of the world, but it also puts one totally into it.
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Words, words, words—fluttering drizzle and snow.
Silence, silence, silence—a roaring thunderbolt.
Bring back the dead!
Kill the living!
This tune, another tune—no one understands.
Rain has passed, leaving the pond brimming in the autumn light.
The fire of catastrophe has burned out all
Millions of miles no mist, not a grain of dust!
One phrase after another
Each moment refreshing.
O the mind, mind has mountains; cliffs of fall
Frightful, sheer, no-man-fathomed. Hold them cheap
May who ne'er hung there. Nor does long our small
Durance deal with that steep or deep
Ridiculing LiteratureHumans are endowed with / the stupidity of horses and cattle.
Poetry was originally a / work out of hell.
Self-pride, false pride, / suffering from the passions,
We must sigh for those taking this path / to intimacy with demons.
Ikkyu says, "Humans are endowed with the stupidity of horses and cattle."
I think Ikkyu is full of shit.
Humans are endowed with a stupidity all their own.
Horses and cattle know what to do.
They do it well.
He is right about poetry as a work out of hell.
We ought to know.
Phenomena experience themselves as themselves.
They don't need poetry.
We are looking at a mystery here.
How do these things have such an obstinancy and yet are dependent on my consciousness?
When I practice fishing with two teenagers
poetry never occurs to me.
But later it does.
I can go over the whole day.
Hooray! That's what being human is all about.
It is just as much a weakness as a strength.
You say a language is (a wild system born with us.)
I agree.
It is wilder than wild.
If we were just wild we wouldn't need language.
Maybe we are beyond wild.
That makes me feel better.-Doc Dachtler
Kanaka Creek
Teasing the demonic
Wrestling the wrathful
Laughing with the lustful
Seducing the shy
Wiping dirty noses and sewing torn shirts
Sending philosophers home to their wives in time for dinner
Dousing bureaucrats in rivers
Taking mothers mountain climbing
Eating the ordinary
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Poem by Gary Snyder offered by Warren
http://shlok25.blogspot.com/
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Noble Truths
Monday, December 14, 2009
The Tulips
The Tulips
crane their necks with liquid grace
like swans who circling, collide
within the lake this vase provides.
They stood like soldiers, stiff, before
as if they had been called to war.
In two days more, when petals fall,
I will entomb them in the hall
with trash; the morning's coffee grinds,
old newspapers, and lemon rinds.
It's bitter that such loveliness
should come to this,
could come to this.
But now their purpleness ignites
the room with incandescent lights.
Their stamens reach their yellow tongues
to lick the air into their lungs
through stems attached to whitish manes.
The pistil stains.
And even though there are no bees
about the room for them to please,
I take them in like honey dew-
and buzzing now,
I think of you...
I think of you who bought me these,
at least,
I wish you had,
as that might ease the ache
of passing hours.
A love is dying, like these flowers.
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Pied Beauty
For skies of couple color as a brinded cow
For rose moles all in stipple upon trout that swim
Fresh firecoal chestnut falls, Finches wings
Landscape plotted and pieced, fold, fallow and plough
And all trades, their gear and tackle and trade.
All things counter, original, spare, strange
Whatever is fickle, freckled, who knows how?
With swift, slow, sweet, sour, adazzle, dim
He fathers forth whose beauty is past change.
Praise him.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Learned Astronomer
When the proofs, the figures were ranged in columns before me,
When I was shown the charts and diagrams, to add, divide and measure them,
When I sitting heard the astronomer where he lectured with much applause in the lecture room,
How soon unaccountable I became tired and sick,
Till rising and gliding out I wandered off by myself
In the mystical, moist night air, and from time to time
Looked up in perfect silence at the stars.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Perhaps
Perhaps these thoughts of ours
will never find an audience
Perhaps the mistaken road
will end in a mistake
Perhaps the lamps we light one at a time
will be blown out, one at a time
Perhaps the candles of our lives will gutter out
without lighting a fire to warm us.
Perhaps when all the tears have been shed
the earth will be more fertile
Perhaps when we sing praises to the sun
the sun will praise us in return
Perhaps these heavy burdens
will strengthen our philosophy
Perhaps when we weep for those in misery
we must be silent about miseries of our own
Perhaps
Because of our irresistible sense of mission
We have no choice
- Shu Ting (translated by Carolyn Kizer)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
George Herbert. Peace.
Let me once know.
I sought thee in a secret cave,
And ask’d, if Peace were there.
A hollow winde did seem to answer, No :
Go seek elsewhere.
I did ; and going did a rainbow note :
Surely, thought I,
This is the lace of Peaces coat :
I will search out the matter.
But while I lookt, the clouds immediately
Did break and scatter.
Then went I to a garden, and did spy
A gallant flower,
The crown Imperiall : Sure, said I,
Peace at the root must dwell.
But when I digg’d, I saw a worm devoure
What show’d so well.
At length I met a rev’rend good old man :
Whom when of Peace
I did demand, he thus began ;
There was a Prince of old
At Salem dwelt, who liv’d with good increase
Of flock and fold.
He sweetly liv’d ; yet sweetnesse did not save
His life from foes.
But after death out of his grave
There sprang twelve stalks of wheat :
Which many wondring at, got some of those
To plant and set.
It prosper’d strangely, and did soon disperse
Through all the earth :
For they that taste it do rehearse,
That vertue lies therein ;
A secret vertue bringing peace and mirth
By flight of sinne.
Take of this grain, which in my garden grows,
And grows for you ;
Make bread of it : and that repose
And peace, which ev’ry where
With so much earnestnesse you do pursue
Is onely there.
George Herbert - Love bade me welcome
Yet my soul drew back, Guilty of dust and sin.
But Quick-eyed love
observing me grow slack from my first entrance in,
Drew nearer to me
sweetly questioning
if I lacked anything.
A guest, I answered, 'worthy to be here.'
Love said, 'Then you shall be he.'
I, the unkind, ungrateful, ah my dear
I cannot look on thee.'
Love took my hand and smiling did reply,
'Who made the eyes but I?"
Truth, my Lord, but I have marred them.
Let my shame go where it doth deserve.
'And know you not', Love says , 'who bore the blame?'
'My dear, Then I will serve.'
You must sit down, says Love, 'and taste my meat.'
So I did sit and eat.
Rehearsal -- A noiseless, patient spider
I marked whereon a little promintory it stood isolated
Marked how to explore the vacant, vast surrounding.
It launched forth filament, filament, filament, out of itself
Ever unreeling them, ever tirelessly speeding them.
And you O my soul from where you stand,
Surrounded, detached in measureless oceans of space,
Ceaselessly musing, venturing, throwing, seeking the spheres to connect them,
Till the bridge you will need be form'd, till the ductile anchor hold,
Until the gossamer thread you fling catch somewhere O my soul.
Rehearsal - A noiseless patient spider
I marked whereon a little promontory it stood isolated
Marked how to explore the vacant vast surrounding
It launched forth filament, filament, filament out of itself
Every reeling them, ever tirelessly speeding them.
And you oh my soul from where you stand
surrounded, detached in measureless oceans of space
Ceaselessly musing, venturing, throwing, seeking the spheres to connect them



